I had also ordered a banner with my name on it....I find it really intimidating! It is so big! I am not sure if I can use it. Bothers me because I feel like I think I am someone so important that I have a huge banner with my name on it! Maybe it will look smaller outside. I will have to take it out and put it on my fence to see.
I reworked one of my sealion paintings, taking a section of chain out. The composition is much better I think.
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Yesterday I painted in a beautiful garden overlooking the water for the Lighthouse Community Garden tour. It drizzled all day and lucky for me I had a covered deck to work under. People came and went, oohing and awwing at the view and I chit chatted with quite a few really nice people. I was amazed at how many of them knew who I was! Quite a few had purchased a painting in the past or knew of someone who owned a painting of mine. Interesting! I guess I have been busier than I thought.
One person made the comment that it must be wonderful to have "such a talent". Hmmm...I replied "Not so much". I felt afterwards that maybe I was whining a little (maybe because of the weather) but I meant what I said. Its hard for those who are not artists to understand, but as much as I love being "obsessively-creatively driven" it is not always so wonderful.
The biggest challenge is time. Finding time and taking time away from what others expect of you. Balancing time. I am not talking about taking an hour or a day here and there to escape into the creative zone, which would be wonderful if that's all it took to get to where I personally want to go. BUT, hours on end. Treating it like a job, 8-12 hours a day, 5-7 days a week. A job you have to work at that you do not get a salary or an hourly wage for. Barely at all for the first years. Then there's the attempts to justify what you are doing in the studio for hours on end, to family and friends. Its a different world. But I have created my world and its what I do.....
Summer time is particularly difficult. So many things to do, gardens and yard work, spring cleaning, events...etc....Its the time of year I stop to ponder how much easier my life would be if I didn't paint. Maybe I should take the summer off?! Ahh...thats worth thinking about.
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I also sent her a sort of disclaimer. IF the painting is not up to my standards, I wont send it. At this point in my career I have to be careful what I put out there. There are already paintings on walls that make me shudder to think about. Way back when I thought they were wonderful! I would almost like to put the word out there that if I get the undesirable paintings back, I will exchange them for something up to date at an affordable price... Not sure if that would fly though, the owners of some of the paintings out there have an iron grip on them and have denied my repeated pleas to change them up. I guess its all in the eye of the beholder.
These are a couple of the little guys I painted for the "Fanny Bay Drifters" series. Actually, the "Fanny Bay Drifters" were a stock car racing team many years ago when I was a child. My father was the driver of the team. I thought it was an appropriate name for these sealions as they kind of drift in and out of the Fanny Bay scene....
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The night before and yesterday I spent hours going through the images I had taken. I sketched small thumbnails in black and white to work through design and composition arrangements. Sketch-resketch-sketch-erase-rearrange- etc etc....fully utilizing my "artists licence". It is a tedious process but well worth the time. I have learned that it saves frustration later on down the line when I am up to my elbows in paint.
I seem to be having some trouble perceiving distance and shape lately though. I have been struggling with something that normally comes quite natural. Rectangles look skewed when they are perfect, shapes do not fit... Makes me wonder what is going on. I must not be exercising that part of my brain lately or something. Maybe too much time on the computer? That may well be it.
I should be back on track by the time I work through these 6 paintings...I figure....
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All I know right now is that I have a very strong drive to better myself. This feeling makes me want to work harder just to see how far I am able to go. Even if it means putting the canvases in a line against the basement wall. As long as I can look back and say "WOW" I have improved! I will be happy. It is such a rush.
This 24x30" painting "En Vogue" is of one of the Fanny Bay seasonal gang. .
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I set my clock for 5 am this morning , but I am afraid that my "waker upper" is set for 7. I tried, but laid back down just for a second and woke up at 7. Tomorrow is another try.
I have some things to do today before approaching the easel. I threw my sheets in the laundry first thing…I can hang them on the line today! Yay! (I love that smell) Then I need to go for my run with the dog, butI am looking at the green carpet slowly forming on my vegetable garden area…I think its called chickweed! Argh! Nope, not gonna do it. I need to get painting. Maybe I will start an oil and set up on the deck today. I have not painted in oils for a long time. I think that is a plan!
I went to the Fanny Bay dock to sketch the sealions yesterday. They were a small bunch, mostly mothers and young pups I am thinking. Much quieter than the last time I was there. If you go to my cindy mawle westcoast artist facebook page, you can see my sketches.
Ok, time to get going so I can get painting!
I uploaded yet another video on You tube last night. This one is called "The Creation of Forest Lanterns". Here is the address, or just search Cindy Mawle in you tube. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udSqsd9QYO4
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I just spent a few days in Vernon BC, so yesterday was the first day I actually went in front of the easel. I am working on some seal lions. They have such character!
I also worked on another video last night called "The creation of Calling Wisdom". It is a step by step video of my process while working on this large painting. Check it out!
I sent out the commission painting to the mainland last week. It was a little tense for a bit because it disappeared. The shipping company lost it for a day or two but it was found and is now hanging in my client's family room, and might I add...looks wonderful! Phew! I was both relieved that the painting arrived safe and sound and then elated that it looked so perfect on the wall.
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